The truth is that I began this blog last year. I got as far as the name and the cover photo. Anyone that knows me well knows that when I start something, I usually finish - and finish it well. The fact that the name and the photo is as far as I could get in one whole year probably says more than any blog or facebook post that I could ever write. Perhaps some of the biggest lessons in all of this have been expressed in moments of silence vs words. My own journey in this, my own perspective was dulled - sometimes numbed - just to get my daughter, LewLew (now 16) through every day since it all began. Today - 402 days since LewLew was hit out of the blue with an undiagnosed virus - I am just beginning to try and wrap my brain around what was before, what was when, what is and what will be since LewLew got sick. Tonight I was on our way home from seeing a pretty inspiring movie called "Second Act" starring Jennifer Lopez. It may be seen as a silly, "cinderellalike...